babies and more

Its been awhile and a lot has happened...moving, new jobs, demotions....job searching AGAIN, rehoming pets, financial re-does.....and of course to top it all off I'm pregnant. Not too far along at this point...about 14 weeks or so. Do not know if it will be a girl or boy yet....I will find that out in July or so. We shall see. I have mixed emotions about it. My husband is of course UBBER excited! He's wanted a baby forever, and kept bugging me about it, till I caved and said "Sure we can try". After being told it would take fertility drugs for me to get pregnant.....I was a bit shocked to find out 6 months later that *ta-daaaa* prego.... I was thinking it would take a year or two...or more!

Things seem to be coming back together for the most part. Now I just need to get a new job....difficult when your pregnant :(, even harder in a tough economy. I got demoted at work, because they couldn't afford to keep me on as a manager....so now I'm part time at the counter. Not my most ideal place....but its a job right?? I have to keep telling myself that....It's a job...a job that I hate....although not NEARLY as much as I hated working on the floor in Men's wear...

Lots of drama there....and my position is back open again....so I'm reapplying for it. If they don't give it back to me, then I am gone. I have a job interview tomorrow for the *incase* I don't get my lead spot back. Its full time, and pays better than my lead position did..or will... BUT its only for the summer months...till September or so....Baby is due in November... However, I figure if i *don't* get my lead spot back, atleast i'll be making more money until the baby gets here....because if I don't get the lead spot, I can't afford to work at Cabelas AND have a baby...it would cost more in childcare than what I would make on 15-20hrs a week! *grumble*

So we shall see how the City of Westbrook likes me....although I did put in for another position at the City of Portland, which is permant full time...I want to be back at the City of Portland SOOOO badly. I loved working for them there. So cross your fingers....Lead or no I'll be going back to them :). I got laid off through their treasury department last year due to budget cuts....Man this economy has been hard on me. But it was the best job I'd ever had.....and I want to be back! So updates I will work on :)

For now.....