B is for Baby

So the dreaded conversation came about this past weekend. My husband dropped the *B* bomb.....He wants a baby. I knew it was a matter of time. I've never really wanted a kid of my own, much less go through a pregnancy. But he really wants a child...so I figured it would be *okay*. Under the following stipulations: I get to choose the name... he has to quite smoking...and I will be a stay at home mom. He agreed to all three, so I agreed to the baby. I have spent the last two days thinking about what to name it, whether a boy or a girl....This is what I have come up with. For a girl it will be Kyra Hayden DuEst, and a boy will be Kolton Payson DuEst. I'd rather have a girl, but obviously its the luck of the draw. So thats the news so far. I have two months left of my birth control....and it can take up to a year for that to wear off. So we will stop the bc..and go to the doctor to let them know.

*yikes* just the thought is making my stomach churn...a baby???? ME???? *yikes*